Thank God... though it's raining in your heart..

It's raining in my heart again today.. i'm writing this down as a reminder to myself.. so that the rain in my heart would be something that would nourish me- just like what the rain does to the nature.

Have you ever feel that..
when it rains in your hearts.. the life that you lead seems to appear very cold and empty.
I began to feel that.. what is there left for me now..
At the moment.. walking a single step would seemed like a mile.. a crawl would only be the only way to pass through life that very day.. and it has become just the matter of surviving every moment that I have....

Urghhhhh - don't you just hate that!! How at that particular moment- you wish you have the strength to just stand and walk with your chin up high - embracing life as it should be..

but.. to think again..
I think- yes, we do need the rain in our hearts.. for- once, after the rain.. things will appear clearer and we are able to look at things into deeper meaning..into various angles and perspectives.

At times like this.. like it or not - we should push ourselves to the limit.. SEARCH...
search.. the reasons why we should be thankful ...
look beyond everything and start looking for things we should be grateful..
Even if we couldn't-  we have to!


If there's nothing of silver lining of whatsoever that we could see.. then- look away... look out for other things that make us smile and be grateful..
We SHOULD!
whatever is holding us to feel this way... whoever is making us feeling so gloomy and sad..
just push it away.. things that is out of our reach... out of our ability to change... we should just put aside..
and deliver ourselves to the Al-Mighty...

Be grateful in whatever way because it would be unfair..
It is unfair for us to feel sad about our life for God has given us a chance.. another day to make a difference, to embrace life..
It is unfair for us to feel there's nothing left for us.. when there's plentiful for us to look upon and be grateful..
.................... a reminder for me .............

Some may think that - yeah right! It is easier said than done.
It is not the matter of doing .. it is the matter of being fair to yourself. It is also the matter of being thankful to God.. no matter what -for God has bestowed us abundance! We just need to look beyond and be more observant. Just be grateful.
Every raindrop has its own beauty in every other way.. be it through the ray of sunlight after the rain or even in the rain itself.. Embrace it.. and be strong.. it is the process of nourishing our souls..the process of teaching ourselves to be grateful no matter what- for being thankful we would free ourselves from being greed and envy- and with only that we could embrace life meaningfully and we could understand that though it rains in our hearts.. life is still precious to just stay gloomy...

Dear heart.. be strong for me.. I want to be grateful.... always..

"And He gives you all that you ask for. But if you count the favours of Allah, never will you be able to number them. Verily, man is given up to injustice and ingratitude." ~ Ibrahim: 34 ~